My mind is racing not knowing what to do.
I blame only myself, I should of new.
After he ask me to come back home.
He still cant seem leave her alone.
I have caught him time,and time again.
I guess no matter what I do, I'll never win.
I really don't deserve what I am being dealt.
God,,, if he only knew how I felt.
I don't understand why he wants to hurt me this way.
This is our lives not some silly game you play.
Why cant he be a man and just be honest?
Instead of lying and breaking what he promised?
Is it worth loosing what we have together?
If he thinks so,then he's not to clever.
You know she's a junkie and cant give you what you need.
A junkie's heart is full of nothing but hate and greed.
They care about their selves,and their selves only.
With her you'll be nothing but lonely.
I know in the past I did a lot of wrong things.
Not thinking about the consequences and pain it would bring.
I hurt every single day for all my mistakes.
I want the chance to make it up to you,
know matter what it takes.
But as long as she's still on your mind.
I know you'll never truly be mine.
I cant believe I'm even putting up with all this.
But because I love you so much, here I sit.
I might be putting up with it now,
but eventually it will get old.
Then once again my heart will harden and grow cold.
It will be right back to the way it was before.
And then once again, I'll be walking out the door.
If you'll give me the chance, to show you it's different this time.
I'll make you so happy, she'll never cross your mind.
Please don't throw what we have down the drain?
You might just be talking to her, but it still hurts the same.
I'm going to deal with it as long as I can.
When I've had enough, then I'll take my stand.
There's no way I'll let you go without a fight.
I'll fight this battle with all my might.
I love you baby with all my heart and soul.
But there's one last thing I want you to know.
If you want me, you need to make up your mind.
Be totally honest with me,and yourself this time.
If you'll go with whats in your heart,
It always tells the truth.
Then I wouldn't have a worry in the world,
You will give her the boot.
Because I know, I'm the one that holds the key to your heart.
So baby please don't let anything tear us apart.
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